Sunday, August 29, 2004

Hmm.. How's today? I'm feeling fine just a bit tired, maybe because of work this mornin..It was damn busy oh well, my manager wasn't really in a good mood and yeah all of us got scolded by her.. Gee..I'm not surprised so i dun really take it too hard. Hmm..wat else...? Bout tat thin few days ago, i've just forgotten bout it.. let's not remember bout the past.. oh well, actually I'm tryin to change the new me.. yeah have my new name and tot of changing myself for good!! Erkk i'm not trying to say that I'm a bad girl but gee.. you know.. just being less naughty.. hehehhe wat difference does it makes anyway?! Hahahhahaha.. alright..alright I'm serious.. I wanna change for good.. in sense like no smokin, drinkin, clubbing and bad stuff like that!! Can I? Ouhh my..Am I punishing myself or wat? I dunno... I'm so confused bout of life.. I uncertain and insecure of my life.. Nearly everything that I've decided to do turned out to be no good.. How am I gonna explain this?! Erkk.. you dun understand..I dun even know what I want in life!!! I hate myself..hate myself for not havin self confidence and not being firm!! Oh my.. sometimes i can't let my anger out. I dun dare to.. am i being normal? I mean..yeah i have feelings so does everyone, but i would rather let ppl scold me then me scolding them.. I really feel bad when i let my anger to someone else, especially to someone whom I love..like my mom especially..I still remember where I did voiced out and so called letting out my anger to her.. and she's kinda feel disappointed bout it, so i ask for forgiveness after that.. just because of her nags and stuff wat moms always like to say.. gosh.. never been good in the mouth.. ..
you know somethin...sometimes I feel good enough cause I have someone who love me too.. like my family and friends and cuzzies, and u know..i love them too.. I had somethin in my mind just now.. it's like I can't imagine myself getting married.. Gosh.. I think that's the worst thing ever happen to me.. never!! I'm not getting married for sure...It's not that i dun trust love or somethin, it's just that I dun think we have to get married when we're in love.. i mean marriage isn't just about love, whether in short or long term.. it's just that u have other and lots of commitments to do, a lot of responsibalities.. Oh well, wat can i say.. i will always keep somethin in mind whenever I'm havin a relationship.. gee.. believe it or not.."I may love you, but how can you sure that I'm gonna love you for long?" Changes happen, remember? I dunno why i'd never have a good relationship with men.. do i get sick with men easily? I'm not sure bout that..but once again, I have difficult times to break someone else's heart.. I dun wanna do that, it's such a sin, but what more can i do? I did not love him anymore..i rather not cheatin on him...
So once again.. trying my best to change myself for better.. and hmm.. try not to fall in love easily.. and... come on.. GET IT LIFE!!! erkk gee.. i like that line.. LoL..


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Thursday, August 26, 2004

I'm feeling kinda sad today, well i dunno how to explain.. it's just tat sometimes i feel so ugly! wat's wrong with me?! Wat more do men expect from me? i know i'm not pretty, not sexy, not slim.. but so? wat the fuck?!
I like being myself.. i make people laugh, make them happy..I have faith in myself..i believe in myself.. Dun fool us women anymore.. we have feelings too..!! I believe in love but why it doesn't turn out to be right? Sometimes love may be complicated..but love may be easy and fun and loving and romantic..just like in Cinderella movie.. nevermind tat, wat do u know bout tat anyway? Wat i'm tryin to say here is..just do anything u want as long u happy but please stop hurting people around you..Tat's a sin.. to God and to yourself..


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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Oh well, welcome to my new look.. i mean my new blog's look! I hope it's fine with others who read it, the music, the pictures and of course wat's i'm writing about.. I just watch A WAlk To Remember acted by mandy moore, the actor, i'm not too sure, but he's kinda cute tho'.. Erkk hehehhehe.. alright i'm so touched when i watched it. A romantic movie indeed... I still remember bout the description of love wrote by "jamie's"(mandy moore) late mom:
Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sin,
but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
and to endure whatever comes...


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Friday, August 20, 2004

WAt the hell is goin on here?!!! Come on la guys.. and this nameless "thing" or sumone.. If you are still not satisfied, you can call me and even meet me in private wat's up with u?! and just who the hell are u?! WAt the fuck! oh gosh... I'm damn fucking tired.. and get irritated by this fucking techno song!!!! And whenever i wanna change, my pc lagged!! Arghhh.. STRESSS!!!! Watever it is.. I just came back from work now, tired, sleepy, and now going to bed..i'll update tonight!!!..later...
Of me taken last night during our sectionals..hehehe



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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Wat a day... after work at 1pm, I went home straight... having some rest, thought of going out later, but decided to stay home with my mom, since my stepdad going out fishing, but when i woke up just now, she's still not home yet!!! Gishh.. She called me and said that she'll be home late..what the..alright I'm not angry, but if i would have known earlier I'll go out too, maybe at this time I'm already at tanjong pagar watching the OMS performance!!! Now I'm fucking bored at home, luckily my server's ok now, at least there's something that i could do!! Sigh.. Now I'll have to wait till my mom comes home, she thought of buying me dinner, but i've already eaten..I was fucking hungry and i make myself a chicken burger. But whatever it is... I hope this song in my blog is fine with everyone who peeps in. Well, I'm still considering another song, but it's not in the list! I'll think bout other alternatives then.. Got to go.. and people, thanks for taggin.. later...


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It've been nearly a week since i last wrote my blog, Oh well.. been kinda bust with work and orchestra basically..Gee.. So I've not much time to update my blog or even check my e-mails.. Hmm.. whoever this "U-Fat-Biatch" is.. oh gosh another loser.. people like these..please stop waste your god damn fucking time dirtying my blog! wat the.. So lame sia.. bout the break-up thing is bet me and shah..so?! does that concerns you? No?! SHOO!!!
Oh my.. can't be botheredd with this kinda irritating behaviour slut! watever.. Where did i last stop? Oh ya.. i went to celebrate yanie's b'day at paradigm..it was great..got a bit tipsy tho'! ERkk... I've started ny job and it was like.. i love working there, it's only tat it's kinda tired, but who really cares, i've still gotta work! Well, at least I've got something better to do and pays me, not like some other people who likes to waste their fucking time doing those fucking shit!
Gee..sorry for the improper language... hehhhehe just trying to express my feelings..cause i'm a human got feelings not like some other human behaving like an animal, no feelings at all!!! I'm not surprised to see these kinda people anyway.. ok..got to go, catch some sleep.. got to WORK tomorrow..take care peeps..chiaoZzzz


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Saturday, August 07, 2004

Hmm.. it've been quite sometime I'm not online..a lot of thing happening.. Oh well, yeah I've broke up with Shah.. let's not talk about it.. Life have to go on anyway..wat else..I've already got a job at Coffee Bean at...erkk tat one for me to know and for you to find out!!
Bout this "sumeone" GET A LIFE U IRRITATING BASTARD! Wat a LOSER!!! I dun give a damn, but thanks for you honest comments.. And look my friends know me better than you do so... SHOO!!!!
It's yanie's 18th birthday tomorrow!! And we'll be going paradigm tonight!!! I'm gonna enjoy myself and get myself drunk!! But dun worry guys, I'm not gonna have one night stands or something.. just getting kinky!! Hahahhahahhaa..watever.. alright got to get ready now..later.. and guys keep on tagging i'll find myself to update my blog!!!!

Me & Yanie..




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